Wednesday, December 22, 2010

UPDATE REGARDING MY TESTIMONY

I'm in a hurry right now,but it's been already some days that I wanted to let you know something regarding my testimony.The thing is that God gave me exactly what I asked for,but it's turning out to be like a trick (if that's the right word to use) to show me something.Yet I really don't know what it should show me!
It's not that I'd have expected a big turning point in my life after what I received,but I was just very happy about it all.However,I've to tell you that after I received what I asked for things didn't go very well.Not at all!Thus,I ask myself now...maybe God wanted to tell me that I should be careful what I ask for,because not me,but He knows what is best for me.I don't know,I'm just kind of thinking out loud right here...
Don't get me wrong,I'm happy and all,it's just that I feel a bit puzzled.All I can say,it's that I'll accept everything He gives me and I'll see what happens next.
Allah sure has His mysterious ways!
Kiss,kiss...

3 comments:

bosnishmuslima said...

Dear Jasmina,

I am comparetively a new follower of your blog and it is just a bit confusing for me. Did you revert to Islam?
If yes, though I don't know for what you akes God, in Islam there is a prayer called Salat ul Istihara where you pray for a purpose to get a guidance in this issue because Allah swt. is the Knowigly of all things. If the issue is good for you He will give it to you and if not He won't.

Generelly for wishes you know there is a saying: You should be carefull with your wishes - it can come true ;-)! (Not the original quote, I just tried to translate from German)

May Allah swt. bless you and give the best for you of all your wishes!

JASMINA said...

Dear Bosnishmuslima :),

I'm so glad you commented :),because I saw you were following me and I wanted to thank you for it,but somehow I couldn't link to you.Thus,I'm glad I have now the oportunity to check your blog,too :).
O.K.,first things first,I'm not a muslim.I wrote it right above my blog,too,becasuse I understand it can get quite confusing if one reads my blog.No,unfortunately,I've never converted.But,believe me,I believe in one God and that is Allah.So,when I pray,I pray to Him.
And it happened so that He gave me what I asked for,but now I'm really very confused,because what I got turned out to be very different from what I expected.
Now,I'm really deeply sorry,because I don't tell you and others what it's all about,but it's really very personal.Please,try to understand that my blog is already very personal and for me it's important to have this private touch to it,but some things are just too,too private.However,when my prayers were answered,I felt somehow obliged to give a testimony about it.It was just too amazing not to share.Anyways,however things are turning now,I stand 100% behind my testimony.
I'm glad you told me about Salat ul Istihara prayer,as I didn't really know about it before.Thank you :)!
Sooo...that's it for now...please visit again my blog as you are so appreciated =)!

Kiss,kiss sweety...

deep_in_vogue said...

Human wisdom only goes so far. You inspire me with your faith and devotion, Jasmina! Big, big kiss!